Friday, June 3, 2022

War & Peace & War

3 June 2022

A small pink Skecher for the left foot, illustrated with peace signs and hello kitties sits on a piece of dull blue wood beside a thick bit of chalk. Hearts and an 888 encircle it. Did a little girl lose the shoe when she lost her life, or did someone bring the shoe, as if in memory of someone that small? So many toys, still behind plastic in their boxes, awaiting a child’s hand: dolls, a Power Ranger, a small blue and red motorcycle up on a stone pedestal. A third grade teacher writes to her former student on a football. He liked to throw it. “I’m sorry you went threw this,” another note reads.


We watch the borrowed Red Army run naked into a lake. I guess horses were hurt in the making of this film, Bryant says, as they tumble across the screen. Long columns of soldiers march across, but there are no feet hitting earth, or men chanting time. It's a quiet march. As he lies mortally wounded, he keeps seeing one valley in his head. There’s nothing to distinguish it from other valleys, except in its repetition for him. A cannon ball spits flame, he thinks he wants to live. We see it in the captions. Film is superficial, but we see into and through it. They didn’t edit it, he says, but war's the cruelest edit. The general sits at his chair and eats his lunch. Bodies are draped on trenches, spilling off their little cliffs. The ballrooms of Moscow are not so well tended.


Lilith and I walk down Laukapu Street. We hear a singer through the trees. I turn on my iphone, not to film the stop sign, or the intersection with Haunani, but to record a woman singing. And then she walks by in sweatpants, jacket folded around her waist. “I don’t like Wallace Stevens,” Henry said. There's no making the world we walk in; it’s out of our hands. “Ah mio cor,” she sings, and in singing stops us in our tracks. It is Handel, she responds. Find it on iTunes.


Light is sweet as rock candy. It bathes water drops, at once clarifying and extenuating them. Where I thought there were more drops, I found plastic beads hanging from a gate. I don’t mind when beauty makes a fool of me.


--Details from the following: https://www.washingtonpost.com/photography/interactive/2022/uvalde-school-shooting-memorial/?itid=hp-top-table-main



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