Thursday, August 29, 2024

Disremembering you: Elegy 22

 

Disremembering you

how grieving a death makes

bird song

less

Or the only song

More than siren

Than weed eater

Than mower though

Mowing is death’s

Artifice before renewal

Buddha-like lightened

If not en-

Another stone dropped

By Selina / news

More horrible than /

As if death

Were not enough

Grief not enough

Without shock / “the

Gory scene” / further

Unveiled in which

Sina’s lost—again--

To details to

How we tell

Stories as rise

And fall emphasis

On fall on

Failure to resolve

The scene in

Sweetness why could

We not have

Stopped you where

You stood that moment

Before entering death’s

Theater your host

A parasite armed

With planned rage

And we chorus

Members sunk in

Amber talking talking

Never moving toward

Because we’re stuck

In time’s passage

Proust’s PTSD madeleine

Memory carves us

Up eats itself

Then leaves us

Dis-memoried and blank



(opening by Deborah Meadows, from “Dear Henry”)

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